Sunday, January 18, 2009

Eight Months Today!!!!

It is hard to believe today marks our eigth month journey without Daniel. I look around to remember how much he needed to go home. When I look at his pictures I see pain, loss of weight and how much he wanted to be able to walk again, run, hunt, fish, but most of all be normal again. I see the reason it all made sense to go to Heaven, my little boy would never be the same here on earth. How do you let go of someone you love so much? I will never let go, one day we will be made whole again. I will run down the streets of gold to catch my little boy in a huge bear hug. One day, Oh what a day it will be to behold my Savior who holds my little boy now. Thank you Jesus for being the one to hold our little boy Daniel.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A New Year

It is strange how we travel in time. A New Year means a fresh start. My heart breaks because here we in 2009 and I have to start a New Year without my son. I told God I could only do what He gives me the strength to do. There is not a moment that passes without a thought of Daniel that floats through my mind. I miss his little smile, the way he would cut his eyes over at me if I said something he didn't like. His sweet little voice, most of all I miss his smell. We all know how animals smell of their little ones to make sure they are all with their mama. I miss hearing Daniel's little I loves you, and his thank yous, I just miss him.... Daniel you are and will always be our little star.
In 2009 we will never forget our little boy....
In Memory of Daniel