It is January and it has been a very cold January. This makes it hard for me. I miss you so much even though I know you are where the weather never makes a difference. I know you are safe and in no more pain. That is the only reason that makes me happy and to be able to survive another day without you. I have been thinking about our flower beds for the spring and I hope they bloom beautiful just for you. Sissy is the silliest and spoiled little girl I have ever seen. She still misses you and she remembers your name because I keep telling her that you loved her so much. She shows off all the tricks you taught her when we have guest over. Everyone asks how old she is and I am very quick to say this is Daniel's little dog. She will always be your little dog I am just the Grand who is taking care of her for you. We love you and miss you so much. Daddy, Ray and I are trying to do the best we can but it is hard without you. It is hard to believe that mama has been gone for 19 years. I miss her so much. Give her hugs for me and tell her I still look like her and so does Jean. She will get a kick out of that.
Love You baby boy....