Today Is The Day The Lord Has Made

I am wonderfully made in God's fashion. Today has been a very hard day for me. I have asked myself how can I be so sad and heartbroken when I know Daniel is safe from all harm. I am his mother, I gave birth to him, I raised him for 22 years, and now I am left to live without one of my children. I have the right to be sad, to cry, to scream, because I gave birth to him. Even God had to look away when His only Son died on the cross. God knows all the pain of seeing a child, your own flesh hurt and He knows just what I am going through. I ask God to heal my broken heart, to give me strength to carry on one more day. Lord I love you and I thank you for making me, for giving me purpose, hope, love, and grace to face each moment of the DAY. Yes I am made just as God planned, I am His daughter and I will serve Him until I die.