Another Birthday Without You...

I never dreamed you would not be here for my 49th birthday. I sure do miss you and my heart hurts so much. Each day is a new journey that I must remind myself to breath. I am not healed from your passing I am simply a mother on the long journey of skipping rocks to stay above the water. I wish I could hold you one more time, kiss you and laugh with you. I know you are having a great time in Heaven but I miss you so much. I thank God for all the time He gave you to me, dad and Ray. I look up at the stars at night and I search for that special star that shines the brightest. You will never be forgotten as long as I have breath here on earth. I will share your story and memory with anyone who will stop to listen.

 I LOVE YOU,
MOM